Restoring Your Sense of Self

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P1020457A provocation, something disturbing or annoying, critical/judgmental, toxic, some push- our- buttons type of an act,  comment, situation,  conversation or argument –  you know how any one of these things can throw us off balance and send us reeling.  We get insulted, angry, agitated, feel like a failure or an incompetent, feel intimidated…. And the list goes on.  Or we can just plain feel out-of-sorts.

How we get back to ourselves; how we restore ourselves?   The key is to do so in healthy ways, not by acting-out behaviors or even numbing substances.  Not in a reactive way where we end up feeling shameful or bad about ourselves.  Or where we take no responsibility and put the blame on the other.

We need to clear the murky waters of our oftentimes icky sticky feelings and gain clarity.  We also need to self-soothe so we can regain our footing.    Creating that space between stimulus  and response is crucial and we can utilize good distracting ways.

Here are 20 ways to restore yourself:

  1. Talk it out; express your feelings and thoughts to a good listener.
  2. Get outside yourself and do a good deed for someone.
  3. Watch a funny show and laugh aloud.  Laughter is so cleansing and refreshing.
  4. Go outside for a walk/run.
  5. Sit by the ocean and listen to the waves.
  6. Look up at the sky – the vast horizon brings us perspective.
  7. Clean the house/ fold the laundry.  Organizing can give us that feeling of control, however illusionary it is.
  8. Connect with a positive person.

Using Sadness to Live Well

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tapestrySitting here with this letter in my hand seems to bring forth all the pain and loss of the past few weeks.  Global pain from the horrific and primitive evil of a beheading;  shocking pain over the grave depth of psychic pain leading to the suicide of one of our most beloved and gifted entertainers;  personal sorrow for a woman who was a pillar of goodness in my community whose time had obviously come to take her from a second stroke.  A woman who took in 14 foster children, who with quiet grace and humbleness performed continuous good deeds (mitzvahs) and opened up her home to all in need.

And now this letter from one of my and my kids’ doctors.   He had  put ear tubes in my daughter’s ears many moons ago, one who I just called last month to set up a second opinion surgical appointment to which I was told, “he’s out for a couple of months with back problems.”

As I opened the envelope last night my eye honed in on the second paragraph:  “I am writing because I have been diagnosed with terminal cancer.”  I began reading from the top and re-read it over and over.  A most poignant and ‘real’ letter from someone who is closing down his life, not simply a practice.   “As my own time comes to an end, I want to thank you…. I am all too painfully aware now that in a time of illness, there is no substitute for a compassionate physician with the skills to cure but, more importantly, to care…”

“This will be my last communication to you…..

Moving From a Painful Past to A Worthy Present

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Rear View Mirror Sky“I am no longer willing to drive into the future using my rearview mirror as my tool of navigation.”  Tony Robbins

 

Does our past decide our present and future?  Can we press Stop on that tape player in our mind so that we can move forward and not get stuck in those old hurtful messages of our past?

We all have our childhood hurts; ones that if we fall victim to, can at best hold us back from being and doing great things with our lives and at worst can wreck severe havoc.  It’s so easy to hang our hats on our past and assign blame as to why our lives are not going well.  It takes choice, awareness and lots of inner work to become the creators of our lives instead of the victims of it.  It’s not easy but it is doable when we decide that we and our lives are worth it.

Joselyn Smith-Greene has written a poignant piece (guest blog post) on this concept.  She has transcended her past and become an active and positive creator of her life.

 

My dad passed away the year my oldest son was born.  He died in the hospital alone.  My father was a provider; however, that is where his parenting skills ended.

I miss my dad but not in the way most people miss a parent.  Instead, I miss what could have been; the relationship we could have had and the special father-daughter moment we could have shared. 

Living After Trauma

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OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERAWhat do you do after you’ve been through a sudden or prolonged loss, a rough divorce, a critical illness, or any life-altering event?

Do you succumb to the awfulness of the situation and remain beaten down? Do you attempt to go back to where you were before?  Or do you look to see what you can do differently with what you’ve been through?  This last question is where I’m headed.

After going through a near-catastrophic illness with my middle daughter, I went back to life as before –  back to my job and my overall life feeling like I was simply picking up where I left off from theyear before.  That left me feeling totally unsettled, frustrated and in angst.  It just didn’t feel right doing nothing different after going through a year of everything being terrifyingly different.  From living in hospitals, vigilantly watching and listening to every beep, bleep and breath of breathing machines, to witnessing daily miracles as Nava re-learned to use each and every part of her body once again.

Once we were miraculously back into the light of ‘normal’ daily living, and I could allow myself the luxury of feeling and pondering the more existential issues as opposed to the details of survival and recovery, things started shifting for me internally.  No book, foundation, appearance on Oprah or any other kind of major development had emerged but an attitude of purposeful living was taking shape.  Going into the city for that weekly writing course was a ‘do it now’ instead of the usual, “I’ll take it later when I have the time.”  The time for doing was the present. 

Pearls of Wisdom from People Who Have Suffered and Grown

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event_142906752Hearing people’s stories, getting tidbits of wisdom, learning how others ‘do it’ is fascinating.  I guess that’s why I love interviewing people – specifically people who have taken on their challenges and done something good with them.  That is truly inspiring.

There’s a lot to learn from those who have suffered and yet gone on to create rich, rewarding and meaningful lives.  We can see different ways of viewing things – attitudes, philosophies;  different response patterns, different coping strategies and specific  actions to incorporate that could be helpful to us.

The key is to realize that we can all grow and cultivate new ways of being and doing that can enhance our lives, despite and together with whatever difficulties we’re facing.

I’ve culled statements from some of my blog interviewees that I consider to be wise and powerful thoughts – learning gems.

 

We didn’t try to overcome the disability because that means fixing or changing it and results in a constant struggle.  Rising above something means accepting it, which frees you to use it as a platform for greater things.

It’s going to be emotionally messy if you are really going to grow from a challenging experience.  The sooner a person accepts that, the better off they will be.  Embrace the experience.  But have something to look forward to, something that will allow you to rise above it even if it is just knowing that you are becoming a stronger person.  And go gently with yourself when you have setbacks.“   Laverne Bissky, on growing beyond

I have learned that words and actions can only hurt us if we allow them to. 

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